February 2012
“There is nothing that wastes the body like worry, and one who has any faith in...”
– Gandhi (via elige)
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Love Life
We need to shake off the anesthetic of familiarity and discover the beauty of the world around us.
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You are beautiful
I fancy you
I want a silicone brain
I wish we could all evolve right now
Educated WOMAN will save the world
Rare events happen all the time
Electronic executions of the masses whims of intelligence derived and coded by a non authoritative actor, pressure to obtain it all before it all ends, and win. Decode and derezz before the current replaces your blood and the circuits displace you into the screens of the worthless. You are not the robot, but are you human? Where has the thought of imagination gone? We need the fire back, we all...
Life is a tangent of spaces, moving left to right, or right to left. You can grab the space, and throw is behind you, hold onto it, or break it. Its pieces are boxes, containers in which we hold everything.
And we sort it all out somehow some way.
Hopefully.
I really think it is quite beautiful, the creations of these boxes put together, because they are every ones. We all build up on one...
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Me? I don’t care too much about the looks. I want an incisive, inquisitive, insightful, irreverent mind. I want someone for whom philosophical discussion is foreplay. I want someone who sometimes makes me go ouch due to their wit and evil sense of humor. I want someone that I can reach out and touch randomly. I want someone I can cuddle with. I decided this all means that I am sapiosexual.
I am a meat grinder of thoughts
What have you done
You have made me happier than I ever was in my life.
You caused all this emotion in me
You made me open my eyes and my heart
You are a good person
Dominique be mine if it is meant to be, a week, a month, a year, it matters not.
Fallout
my life is in pieces
Give up on me
Never
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The racket of an enginer of pain inside...
I just got rid of 5 bags of clothes, half going into the trash, the rest going to salvation army or something. my room is now bare, i my self do nothing to occupy it, as I am nothing. I decapitate what we take for granted because I need to see how it is working, I learn to deconstruct and make the narrative for a better understanding. This is who I am. I need to be loved as I am. I am trying to...
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this campfire is getting old, the night is late. Where was the flame, it lit my heart and shown the life around me. even the embers have died down. this is all an ash, of which the blackness has overcome… I am surrounded by this.
I am cold
I am alone
I am hallow
They day is gone and it is maybe time to sleep.
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“Sometimes if I stay in New York too long, I get, like, reversed? I don’t wake up...”
– Conor Oberst
December 2004
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(via cityofrachels) (via topherrocks)
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crisis
Life’s drag on you can make things seem like a halter. It all is perceived to have stopped, and with nothing to hold onto makes your brain just smash into pieces in your head filled, filled now with confusions and concussions. this happens to you once, hard. how the pieces are brought back together will direct who the new you is. I currently don’t know anything. I’m unconscious...
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when i die, I’m going to open my stomach and reach under my ribs and squeeze my heart so i know there is something there.
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everything is empty
The hole inside, I lack a core. it is gone.
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champagnethursdays:
All’s to shit now.
Agreed
“Hearts can break. Yes, hearts can break. Sometimes I think it would be better if...”
– Stephen King (via itsgirlgerm)
In your moment of cowardice, you have made a grave mistake.
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Howard and Dominique, what a couple they were
I thought of us as them, as you did as well. I thought we were meant to be. I was going to ask you to marry me. You were my love. You still are. I can’t understand why you would do this to us. Why does this have to be so important to you. Everything, everything else was great. You have a faith in something, and yet you are afraid of a future without someone who doesn’t share the same...
what to hate
hate is strong
you shoul never hate a person
but their beliefs
that is different.
you can find that a great many people have these beliefs that work for them, make their life easier per say.
but they lie
to them selves
as they do to others
an let this lie rule them.
I hate this lie.
I hate that this lie exists and that so many believe in is and make judgemnet on it.
it is shameful.
I...
im sorry i failed you
infinity
infinity = 60 years after death, an you see everyone in your liftime who has died an has relevance = 190 years and you see all your grandkids an great grandkids and everyone elses = 1000 years and you have met half the peole who have exististe at least once = 3000 years and yo uhave met everyone else and who has since joined =100000 years, everyone is alreay bored and wondering with a rip of...
one bottle down, another to go
in the end
you just die.
nothing eelse
fuck the rest
Everything i said was wrong
i am dissapointed in humanity
yeahm justr ignow, im drunk and typping with my...
Im not in the mood to think right now. I wish my life could stop that funstion for a little bit. i am jsut so damn upset. about all this bullshit. tha thast come forth from a good person. this girl I am in love with. you see. she cannot love me. because i no longer believe in the bullshit lies that the churcha dn religions have been thrusting down our throats. its not all their faluts. its also...
Drunk now. this sucks. yeah. im sdurnk. someone...
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I hate your faith.
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Gonna get drunk now
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